Gone Goin Gone~

Who knew the color pink could be so deadly. A mere shot of a pink colored liquid ended the life of a four-year(approx) old dog.

Titi was passing and vomiting blood. She was in pain and we could no longer stand to watch her like that. So, we decided to put her to sleep last Sunday.

I've never cried so hard.

It was definitely the hardest thing to do. Honestly speaking, I'm regretting it now. It did not make me feel any better. Worst, in fact. I'm never going to do it ever again.
If I could turn back the time, I'd do things differently.

Sigh. Sorry Titi. Missing you terribly.

Sigh.

Dear blog,

Titi is very sick now. Her kidneys are in a very bad state that it is untreatable the doctor said. Nothing else we can do now but to just let time play its part. I'm just hoping that the doctor is wrong.

:'(

Rumah Manis Ku

In case any of you didn't know, I'm back in KK now. Will be here until 4th of February. Yes, I finally get the chance to celebrate Chinese New Year with family and relatives at my kampung! weee~~

It's been a week now since I came home. Nothing much has happened. I' ve only got to meet up with Vicky and cousin Dianne so far. We visited cousin Nana at a clinic for she had given birth to a beautiful baby girl, Keyna. She was so tiny as Vicky and I watched her through the glass. It was our first time looking at a newly delivered baby. I could tell that Nana's father was extremely happy as Keyna is his first grandchild. His face was glowing. How cute I thought. Nana was doing fine herself, she gave birth naturally without doing the C-section which she wanted initially. Congratulations to her and her family for the new-comer.

Well as for the rest of the days, it's my daily routine of internet, movies, TV, dogs, sleep, eat and pasar with mom in the morning. haha. Yeap, no exercise or whatsoever, which also equals to weight-gain. lol.

I guess that's all for now. I'm currently very much looking forward for CNY. Can't wait! It's been a while since I balik kampung and celebrate anything with family and relatives.

Till then tata. Oh yea, I finally have my very own hate-letter that reads:

Dear Joyce,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when your dog ran amok outside of Chicago and I saw you pull the toupee off the crazy monk. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep your grades from college as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confession today about the eggplant-fetishism.

Go and drown yourself,

-Ag

Cool huh? lol.

No, don't get the wrong idea. It's just a joke my friend Agnes did(guess I don't have a hate-letter after all haha). She found it, as per quote, "Found this when I was spamming around to promote IRT. Freaking hilarious!".

It goes like this:

Dear _____, (the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,

-Your name-

Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:-

1. What's the color of your shirt?

Blue - Our romance is over

Red - Our affair is over

White - I'll join the monastery

Black - I dislike you

Green - Our horoscope doesn't match

Grey - You're a pervert

Yellow - I'm selling myself

Pink - Your nostrils are insulting

Brown - The mafia wants you

No shirt - You're a loser

Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?

January - That night

February - Last year

March - When your dwarf bit me

April - When I tripped on sesame seeds

May - First of May

June - When you put cuffs on me

July - When I threw up

August - When I saw the shrunken head

September - When we skinny dipped

October - When I quoted Santa

November - When your dog ran amok

December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?

Tacos - In your apartment

Pizza - In your camping car

Pasta - Outside of Chicago

Hamburgers - Under the bus

Salad - As you ate enchilada

Chicken - In your closet

Kebab - With Paris Hilton

Fish - In women's clothing

Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation

Lasagna - At the mental hospital

Hot dog - Under a state of trance

None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?

Yellow - Hit on

Red - Insult

Black - Ignore

Blue - Knock out

Purple - Pour syrup on

White - Carve your initials into

Grey - Pull the clothes off

Brown - Put leeches on

Orange - Castrate

Pink - Pull the toupee off

Barefoot - Sit on

Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?

Black - My best friend

White - My father

Grey - Bill Clinton

Brown - My fart balloon

Purple - My mustard soufflé

Red - Donald Duck

Blue - My avocado plant

Yellow - My penpal in Ghana

Orange - My Kid Rock-collection

Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper

None - My John F. Kennedy-statue

Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?

Scrubs - Man

O.C. - Emotional

One Tree Hill - Open

Heroes - Frostbitten

Lost - High

House - Scared

Simpsons - Cowardly

The news - Mongolic

Idol - Masochistic

Family Guy - Senile

Top Model - Middle-class

None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?

Happy - How awful I've felt

Sad - How boring you are

Bored - That Santa doesn't exist

Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage

Depressed - That we're cousins

Excited - That there is no solution to this

Nervous - The middle-east

Worried - That your Honda sucks

Apathetic - That I did a sex-change

Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster

Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men

Overjoyous - That I'm open

Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?

White - Your ring

Yellow - Your love letters

Red - Your Darth Vader-poster

Black - Your tame stone

Blue - The couch cushions

Green - The pictures from LA

Orange - Your false teeth

Brown - Your contact book

Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs

Purple - Your old lottery coupons

Pink - How awful I've felt

Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?

A/B - Your photo

C/D - The oil stocks

E/F - Your neighbour Martin

G/H - My virginity

I/J - The results of your blood-sample

K/L - Your left ear

M/N - Your suicide note

O/P - My common sense

Q/R - Your mom

S/T - Your collection of butterflies

U/V - Your criminal record

W/X - David's tricot outfits

Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?

A/B - Hate your guts

C/D - Never will forget

E/F - Always wanted to break

G/H - Never openly mocked

I/J - Always have felt dirty before

K/L - Will tell the authorities about

M/N - Told in my confession today about

O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about

Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about

S/T - Get sick when I think of

U/V - Always will try to forget

W/X - Am better off without

Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?

Water- Our friendship

Beer - Senility

Soft drink - A new life as a clone

Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo

Milk - The apartment building

Wine - Cocaine abuse

Cider - A passionate interest for mice

Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations

Mineral water - Embarrassing rash

Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism

Whisky - To ruin the second world war

Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?

Thailand - Warm regards

USA - Best regards

England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail

Spain - Go and drown yourself

China - Disgusting regards

Germany - With ease

Japan - Go burn

Greece - Your everlasting enemy

Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard

Egypt - Fuck off now

France - In pain

So, here's my version:

Dear Nissa,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head at the mental hospital and I saw you drive out the crazy monk. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep the results of your blood sample as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked eggplant-fetishism.

Your everlasting enemy,
Joyce

HAHA. I'm keeping the love letters, Nissa. hahaha

De-stressing Time

Finally, exams are over. Weehoo~! Now it's time to enjoy without feeling guilty of not studying. haha. My last paper was yesterday morning. Practically didn't sleep the whole night before exam. Studied last minute like mad at the library 'til 6 in the morn. Yes, 6AM. Crazy I know but I can't afford to fail again after last sem. Huhu. Wasn't planning to stay there until that late though, but it was raining cats and dogs, and I didn't have any umbrella with me. So I crashed at my friend, Dya's hostel room in the end. Slept for only about half an hour as her phone alarm went off. Tried to get back another precious 30-min sleep but couldn't because I was thinking too much. Nothing related to exam(which was another two hours plus at that time) haha. My head was already thinking about home and my to-do-list for the holidays. lol.

My tummy was feeling funny the whole time during exam. It was twisting and turning inside. No, I wasn't hungry. Maybe it was the doughnut I ate for breakfast. Or maybe the iced milo? hmm. Anyway, it was funny coz of the bad tummy ache I was having gas as well. HAHA. I farted my way through exam. LOL! but before you twist your face in disgust, it didn't smell. I held in some, only let out some small ones. You know the feeling of holding your gas inside for so long that your tummy starts to get worse and worse? You can feel the ammonic gas doing something to your insides. Doesn't feel good at all. Thus, I had to let out some to make it feel better. Lucky they weren't of the "silent killers" as we always say it. It was odour-less. lol. So that was that for my exam. Exam was officially over at 9am. phew~ what a relief. After exam I went out to have lunch with my coursemates. Still having the funny tummy-ache and of course, gas as well. haha. Had a small meal and then I got a message from Hafeez, inviting me to their place for some small BBQ. I totally forgot about that. I shouldn't have had that lunch if I'd remember coz I was already full by then. Went back home first and finally had the chance to go to the toilet and ease myself full blast. HAHA. Bad gas and tummy-ache was at last relieved.

Dayze was about to go back KK around that time, so I helped her with her bags to the taxi stand. Bid her goodbye and went straight for the BBQ. Stayed there for a very short time because Bart was already on his way to my place. Got back home and slept 'til late in the evening. Woke up, and stayed awake for a couple more hours and went back to sleep again to pay up all the sleepless nights during exam week. Got up around midnight and got a text message from Net asking whether the shisha plan was still on(planned during exam week). Cooked some fried vermicelli or mihun guring(haha) for Bart, took a shower and off I go to shisha with Net, Sofia and Megat~ weehew~ haha. The shisha was nice. We even got a treat from the owner for another free shisha. By the way, it wasn't the same place as last time where they had free shisha for a week. This time it was at the next shop. lol. I think I'm getting better at shisa-ing~ ngehngeh. Shisha session was dragged until around 4.30AM. The free shisha treat got me high and dizzy. Same went to the rest of them. Went back and said bye-bye and bid happy holidays to them, a bunch of free spirited friends. I had a good time with them.Will only be seeing them again next semester.

And now here I am blogging. Couldn't get some sleep. Probably because of all the dozing off's I had. Oh well, today's plan is to clean the whole house as I'm going off tomorrow!~ weee~~ kinda sad to leave Bart behind again after such a short time from my last sem break. But no worries, it's only gonna be three weeks~ hehe.

I think I'll stop here. Such a lengthy entry this time. So very rajin of me. haha. Okay then, morning people and

HAPPY HOLIDAYS to me~! and of course, my MMU friends as well! haha

Another Stressful Week

Yeap, another stressful week. In case you didn't know, it's exam week now. It's the short semester. I just had my first paper earlier this morning. I think it was okay - okay as in no blank papers like in most cases. haha. Gonna be hitting library much more often than before for the last paper for this coming Saturday. It's the shittiest paper for this sem. Well, there are only two subjects for this sem. So, it's the shittiest of the two. There are 7 freakin' chapters for goodness sake. And it's only the short sem! you know how many is that for a short sem? A LOT! huhu. Maybe I'm complaining and exaggerating a bit too much. haha.

Oh well, exam schmexam. It's always the same story. Stress, Last-min study, stress-eating, bloatness, and and and.. you know the whole story.

But always remember, when things are looking gloomy, just look on the bright side.
my bright side is...... I'll be going home soon!~~ weee~~ hohoho

alritey, tata. Wish me luck!

MORE CLIPS FROM RUSSIA!

oooookay friends, Chris told me(through her offline messages on MSN actually lol) about another video of her dancing in it. Now eberibodi say "Uuuuu~~~" haha. She asked me to search on Youtube under "Kenyalang Kinabalu" title, and I found more than one videos of it. Nice. haha. I've posted 3 videos here. SO..enjoy

This first video is a performance for their DeepaRaya-Lah!Festival'08.
KSMU - Kenyalang Traditional Dance, DeepaRaya '08


"urang kita.. kita urang, urang kita!" haha. lawa o si Ondu in her Murut dress. ekeke.

This second video is a medley song of "Aku Cinta Aku Rindu"(Nurul & Ajai) and "Itu Kamu"(Estranged). Chris isn't really one of the main stars in the video but she's in the video alright.
Freestyler - Deeparaya 2008 KSMU - 8th November 2008


and this last video is a dance performance they did for another event which was International Students Cultural Festival in Kursk with the same dance they did for DeepaRaya.
International Student's Cultural Festival in Kursk, Russia - Malaysian Borneo Cultural Dance


Now aren't we all proud of Chris? *clap clap* haha. gila bangga if I were there. "kawan sia itu" is what I'd be saying to the person sitting next to me. hahaha

Well there you go, an update of some quite outdated events of our beloved friend in Russia.

Since Chris has difficulty logging into Youtube, I thought by posting these videos here would make it easier for her to check them back whenever she has the chance.

we're all missing you ondu!

P/S: maybe it's about time for some videos from our friends in Egypt, hmm? ekeke :p

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Yello people. It's the year 2009 now. Have you got started on your resolutions yet? Well I haven't coz I don't really have any(yet) hahaha. Well anyways, I know it's kinda late for Christmas but I wanna show you guys a caroling video of my very bestie, Christina a.k.a Ondu. haha. Just found it a while ago. Gonna share with you now. The video was posted by her dad, Mr Tommy Martin by the way haha. Thanx for posting uncle! Finally a video of our faraway good friend. hoho. So here's the clip.



Oh holy night~~ ekeke.
siok ba suara si kawan kita ini. hihi..

MERRY CHRISTMAS(again) AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2o09!